this is why i've come

seems like my CPE experience is going to be a lot of hurry up and wait. i was shocked to hear today that this is the most scheduled and organized year of CPE ever at GH. as a strong type-a this was suprising because we have up to 4 hour chunks of time called "clincals" which means a whole lot of things. my supervisor and her assistant have been challenging me to live into this flux and to be really present in the now. is this why i've come to GH for CPE? so that i can learn how to be more present instead of focusing on what i'm going to say, think, do, learn next? i guess that wouldn't be so bad. i'll keep you posted.